Just waiting....

I am definitely just waiting for this whole wedding day thing to come!! I feel like im in this alternate universe in limbo. Has every other bride felt like I do?? If I were to do it again..I would most certainly NOT have a 10month engagement. You go insane with all the little details and all the little things you can change. Then you have every persons opinion about everything you are doing. Like "why purple?" "why are you having that kind of food?", "are you sure you dont want alcohol at your reception?" "how come you two just didnt elope?" "why does your hair LOOK like that? I like it better THIS way"..It just gets to a point and you want to scream at everyone you love. My mom and I have not gotten in so many little tiffs in my whole life. I hate it. I am way excited, dont get me wrong, but does all this in between stuff have to be so tiring and exhausting? I wanted this to be a fun experience and the only thing Im looking forward to is Ty's face when he sees me in my dress. eeeeek...